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As I mentioned yesterday, I'm feeling nervous and uneasy.
Monday started up rough with a bunch of possibilities and limitations thrown on me: Here, make up your mind! This is bound to impact your future, at least your immediate future, but you still don't know what's in store for you... So, have some faith and jump into the unknown!
I know I'm often vague and purposely unwilling to go into practical detail of the sometimes tricky conditions of my life. All I can say, and this is probably true for many, is that life exists simultaneously on several levels, some of which are high and some low. I thought as you grew older things would even out and be "all good" or "all bad" or possibly "all mediocre". But that's not the case, is it? You're at the top and the bottom at the same time, there's no contradiction between the two.
When I'm in this mood I do what many people do... Stall. Suddenly everything else but what could change your well being for the better is important. Like tacking triangles to the wall or gluing up hooks for your kitchen potholders. Or blogging, if you wanna be like that.
Everything but getting dressed and going to the studio and meeting other people.
This creative nonsense or outlet serves a purpose other than just buying time, of that I'm sure. I just don't like how stalling makes me feel, it's like temporarily letting myself down. I've been through so much in my life and here I am, a little worse for wear but still in a good place. Why wouldn't I be able to handle this as well?
So, the next move is on me. Maybe I could actually do all the things I want?
And have a pretty dotty triangly patterned home.
Cut office stickers into triangles.
Tack them randomly onto your wall. Instant wallpaper effect achieved.
Take the dot left overs and tack them to your cheap boring kitchen cupboards. In short:
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Monday started up rough with a bunch of possibilities and limitations thrown on me: Here, make up your mind! This is bound to impact your future, at least your immediate future, but you still don't know what's in store for you... So, have some faith and jump into the unknown!
I know I'm often vague and purposely unwilling to go into practical detail of the sometimes tricky conditions of my life. All I can say, and this is probably true for many, is that life exists simultaneously on several levels, some of which are high and some low. I thought as you grew older things would even out and be "all good" or "all bad" or possibly "all mediocre". But that's not the case, is it? You're at the top and the bottom at the same time, there's no contradiction between the two.
When I'm in this mood I do what many people do... Stall. Suddenly everything else but what could change your well being for the better is important. Like tacking triangles to the wall or gluing up hooks for your kitchen potholders. Or blogging, if you wanna be like that.
Everything but getting dressed and going to the studio and meeting other people.
This creative nonsense or outlet serves a purpose other than just buying time, of that I'm sure. I just don't like how stalling makes me feel, it's like temporarily letting myself down. I've been through so much in my life and here I am, a little worse for wear but still in a good place. Why wouldn't I be able to handle this as well?
So, the next move is on me. Maybe I could actually do all the things I want?
And have a pretty dotty triangly patterned home.
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